Amazing

I called it "Sickness" and they don't know the name of it

I flew to Paris tryna get away, mm

I drown my silence, embarrassed by the shame of it

But all it seems to do is magnify the pain

I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand

If I were there, I would be the man

And my lips are searching for what happiness is

I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today

I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it

So I could stop it, trying to blow away, mm

The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from them

Starting to think it'll never change

I see my life is planned in front of me

And I don't need to do a thing just because I can

And my friends are talking like, "What's happened to him?"

I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again, ay

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today and

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today

I'm tryna think, at the same time, tryna say something

Can't switch off my brain, so don't meditate

Every time I crack a smile, I can sense another tear coming

That's kind of weird, but what can I say?

I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind

Will send me flying deep into the unknown

I guess this is the time to let 'em all in

'Cause nothin' is worst than when you hit the low and

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today and

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazing

But this is all that I can feel today, yeah

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today