A Million Words

Led my heart into the night, I know it was a million times

That I was lost inside my head and didn't know which way I was to go

A need for time alone

Rules I taught myself to mind, I know it took a million tries

To loosen up and then really show that

I wasn't just the man you thought to own

It's not just flesh and bone

Days where I was broken down, I know there were a million ways

To light a fire in this heart a mine,

but I let it be and ended up astray

Was the worst I ever did

I don't need forgiveness on a day like this

Give me your rejection and a time to miss

A million different words that I could have said

But I just keep all quiet cause I know it's said

Blackout in the time apart, i never thought it come this far

But I was back where I started from,

with no wooden doors and no windows to the road

Where we wanted to get old

Every time I went away, I thought about you night and day

But I was caught in a rusty cage

that I got myself when I was young at age

You always thought it's strange

If things I said brought you to tears, I never meant to do you harm

And what I really do regret were the times I didn't see

And the things I never did

I don't need forgiveness on a day like this

Give me your rejection and a time to miss

A million different words that I could have said

But I just keep all quiet cause I know it's said

Tired of finding million words

To lift you up and make me hope you stay

You stay

Every time I fight the night

I think the best would be to just let go

Let go

Throw away those broken things and

take your time as you build them up again

I really hope you do

And she said

Take your heart,

your million words and all my love cause I won't be yours again

We both know your unsure

And I might miss those days,

those million times I held you close and I hoped you'd stay for good

I really thought you would

And we should

Save our souls, our hearts of gold,

not live our lives as our parents told us so

It's time to say goodbye