Black Notebook

My mind was playing on repeat

I could no longer separate what was real

From my own strong will to feel

That everything was fine

I decided to write down my endless thoughts

On paper

To try to make everything seem a little

clearer

I found a little black notebook on top of my frigerator

I starten rippin' out the pages that already used

I tore them apart

I needed a fresh start

And then I read some notes I made last year

In October

There they were the same phrases I've been repeating over and over

Let's go deeper

I wanna go deeper

I wanna be the best I can be with you

I wanne feel free yeah

I wanna be me oh oh

I wanna be the best I can be with you

Real change might take wide turns

And when you think you moved on

You still need a little time to really come around

The naked truth to release the mind

When I read those notes I made last year

In October

I realised I've been loosin' my dream over and over

Let's go deeper

I wanna go deeper

I wanna be the best I can be with you

I wanna feel free yeah

I wanna be me oh oh

I wanna be the best I can be with you

Oh Oh