Stronger Than I Was

You used to say (used to say)

That I'd never be

Nothing without you

And I believed

I'm shot in the lungs (in the lungs)

I gasp, I can't breathe

Just lay here with me (here with me)

Baby hold me please

And I'd beg and I'd plead

Drop to knees

And I'd cry and I'd scream

Baby please don't leave

Snatch the keys from your hand

I would squeeze and you'd laugh

And you'd tease

You're just fuckin' with me

And you must hate me

Why do you date me if you say I make you sad?

And you've had enough of me

I smother you, I'm 'bout to jump off the edge

But you won't break me

You just make me

Stronger than I was

Before I met

I bet you I'll be just

Fine without you

And if I stumble

I won't crumble

I'll get back up and ugh

Imma still be humble

When I scream fuck you

'cause I'm stronger than I was

A beautiful face (beautiful face)

Is all that you have

'Cause on the inside you're

Ugly and mad

But you're all that I love (that I love)

I grasp

You can't leave

Please stay here with me (here with me)

Baby hold me please

And I'd beg and I'd plead

Drop to knees

And I'd cry and I'd scream

Baby please don't leave

But you left and you took

Everything I had left

And left nothing

Nothing for me

So please don't wake me

From this dream baby

We're still together in my head

And you're still in love with me

'Til I woke up to discover that that dream was dead

But you won't break me

You'll just make me

Stronger than I was

Before I met you

I bet you I'll be just

Fine without you

And if I stumble

I won't crumble

I'll get back up and ugh

Imma still be humble

When I scream fuck you

'Cause you I'm stronger than I was

You walked out

I almost died

It was almost a homicide that you caused

'Cause I was so traumatized

Felt like I was in for a long bus ride

I'd rather die than you not by my side

Can't count how many times I vomited, cried

Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide

Thought we were Bonnie and Clyde, nah

On the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde

I felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie

It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?

'Cause if you coulda

Took my life you woulda

It's like you put a knife

Through my chest and pushed it right through to the

Other side of my back and stuck a spike too

Shoulda put up more of a fight but I couldn't

At the time no one could hurt me like you coulda

Take you back now? What's the likelihood of that?

Bite me bitch, chew on a nineteen footer

'Cause this morning I finally stood up

Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the

First time since you left

And left me with nothing but shattered dreams

And a life we coulda had and we could've been

But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in

Pulling myself out of the dumps once again

I'm gettin' up once and for all, fuck this shit

Imma be late for the pity party but you're never gonna beat me to the fuckin' punch again

Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chumpians

I'm done being your punching bag

It was November 31st today

Would've been our anniversary, 2 years but you left on the first of May

I wrote it on the calendar

Was gonna call but couldn't think of the words to say

It came to me just now

So I put 'em in a verse to lay

And I thank you

'Cause you made me

A better person than I was

But I hate you

'Cause you drained me

I gave you all, you gave me none

But if you blame me, you're crazy

And after all is said and done

I'm still angry

Yeah I may be

I may never trust someone

But you won't break me

You just made me

Stronger than I was

Before I met you

I bet you I'll be just

Fine without you

And if I stumble

I won't crumble

I'll get back up and ugh

Imma still be humble

When I scream fuck you

Cause I'm stronger than I was