luv starved (love sick)

I was never shown how to love

So I did my best to guess

Everything a man ever wants

A tiny girl in a dress

A trophy for his friends

(That I didn't even like, so)

Tried to learn from mistakes

I haven't made one in months

But it's getting harder to take pushing away everyone

And you just had to show up

(And you know I'm not mad about it)

Swear to God, I'ma change, but I'm agnostic

All this loneliness is getting so exhausting

Sick to my stomach, yeah, I'm feelin' kinda nauseous

And I can't tell if it's you

I'm so love starved

Knowing if I'm ready to trust you is goddamn hard

You're picking at skin and bones

I feel my lips, they'rе turning blue

Are you great or somеthing new?

I'm so love starved

(Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?)

Is it the fact that you're there, do I actually care?

The potential of the latter's got me pulling my hair out

I'm a skeleton of the love I once had

Yeah, it was so bad but you're nothin' like that, yeah

Swear to God (ah) I'ma change, but I'm agnostic (ah)

All this loneliness (ah) is gettin' so exhausting (ah)

Sick to my stomach (ah) and I'm feelin' kinda nauseous (ah)

And I can't tell if it's you

'Cause I'm so love-starved

Knowing if I'm ready to trust you is goddamn hard

You're picking at skin and bones

I feel my lips, they're turning blue

Are you great or something new?

I'm so

I'm so love-starved

Sometimes it gets so damn hard

I'll show my skin and bones

I'm so scared to end up alone

Talk me off a cliff and go ahead and push me right off of it

I'm so scared, I'm unaware, yeah

I'm on fire, I'm a fucking liar

I'm a maniac, I always laugh when

I'm frustrated, I'm educated, unmotivated

I want love that wants me back

But I don't think that I know how to actually have

Something good staring back at me

Swear everyone always fucking leaves

When I look you in the eyes

Only wanna see lies, you, you look surprised

I hate my mind 'cause I'm so

Love starved

I'm so, ohh

Love starved