Everything To Me

I'm tired and ain't been sleeping

And right now I'm barely breathing

Reaching for you but you're not there

I miss your conversation

The way you taste, your smiling face and

These pictures hurt when I sit and stare

And oh, you're so beautiful to me

And I have been so blind, I couldn't see

I've been lying to you, baby

I've been dying inside lately

Lord knows I been lying to myself

So selfish, I could kill me

So empty, I feel filthy

I took your love and placed it on a shelf

Well, oh, you're so beautiful

And I can't help myself

You been the voice of reason

I've been up late night preaching

You took the fall each time I fell

But still you stayed and loved me

And right now with God up above me

I swear he saved me from myself

And oh, you're so beautiful And deep

And I've been chasing things that I don't need

I've been lying to you, baby

I've been dying inside lately

Lord knows I been lying to myself

So selfish, I could kill me

So helpless, I feel filthy

I took the first step but Lord knows I need twelve

And oh, you're so beautiful

And I can't help myself

And I know I'm no stranger to the rain

So don't be trying to wash away the pain

Wash away the pain

I've been lying to you, baby

Half high and crying crazy

And Lord knows I've been lying to myself

So selfish, I could kill me

So empty, I feel filthy

I tried it my way but this time I need help

And I pray, someday, love will set us free

And even if this wasn't meant to be

Please know you are everything

You're everything to me