Different

When I look you in the lies

Something deep inside me dies

'Cause I know you won't get better, better, better

You'd rather be right than be loved

The only thing I understood

Nothing's ever good enough

I stumble through the words as they're leaving me

Tremble at the sight of Your Majesty

And I cut myself just to get them out

This time I'll be different, I promise you

This time I'll be special, you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes

This time I'll be better, I want you to know

This time I'll be special, oh god, make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes

You took my youth, you took my health

And if you're not here I fight myself

You're supposed to make this better, better, better

No self-control and no reason why

If I don't change, then we both die

This is it for you and I

Blisters at the end of my fingertips

Praying to a god I don't think exist

Will you listen now?

Can you forgive me somehow?

This time I'll be different, I promise you

This time I'll be special, you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes.

This time I'll be better, I want you to know

This time I'll be special, oh god, make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes

Closer now to the end

If love was the answer

Then hope was the question

Closer now, let's pretend

We've never been out here before

This time I'll be different, I promise you

This time I'll be special, you know I will

Just don't leave with me in your eyes

This time I'll be better, I want you to know

This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so

Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes