by the end of the night

I go out at night to the back of the garden

There's something 'bout my eyes, when I see 'em, I cry

But if I'm gonna cry, then I'll do it in private

I promise I'll be fine by the end of the night

Sometimes I go quiet, but I'm just tired

And I don't wanna talk too much

Other times, I'm frightened of life

'Cause it's just not what I thought it was

I only feel better when I'm crying in middle of night

When there's no around me and my heart is broken

Crying in the middle of night

When there's no one to hold me, but I can reopen

Crying in the middle of night

When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break

Well, I'm trying, trying, trying

To be better by the end of night

I go out at night so that no one can hear me (no one can hear me)

Something 'bout the silence puts me at ease

For a second in time, I can see clearly (I can see clearly)

For a second in time, I can just breathe

So if I go quiet, I'm just tired

And I don't wanna talk too much

Other times, I'm frightened of life

'Cause it's just not what I thought it was

I don't know why

But I only feel better when I'm crying in middle of night

When there's no around me, and my heart is broken

Crying in the middle of night

When there's no one to hold me, but I can reopen

Crying in the middle of night

When I am wide awake, and I should give myself a break

Well, I'm trying, trying, trying

To be better by the end of night