A Felicidade

Oh my God, my God this can't be happening

God tell me, tell me this isn't real

I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening

I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel

I always knew, I always saw it coming

Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear

I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing

I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

Once felt so warm now I'm fucking freezing

I am the once embraced abandoned one

I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing

No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

I feel so

I feel so lost

I feel so lost

I feel so lost

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so