Suffering From Realness

Ayy, man

I've been fucked up about some shit lately, bruh

Crazy

Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness

All this money make you sick, I got a illness

Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit

That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit

Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness

All this money make you sick, I got a illness

Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit

That shit left me in the dark, but I'm still lit

Still out here, man

I got day-to-day problems like everybody else, though, don't judge

Real shit, man

Just 'cause I got money, man, don't

Mean I ain't got problems, my nigga

I've been diagnosed, that's why I gotta smoke

Got prescription from the doctor, got me blowin' Zo

Ups and downs, trials and tribulations, no one knows

I be self-medicated in somebody's ho

I brought a man into this world, somehow that touched my soul

A trippy nigga raisin' kids ain't no fuckin' joke

I look into my daughter's eyes and I get horrified

'Cause if a nigga play with you, somebody gotta die

Opps fuckin' with my mental, I'm ready to slide

Either make it out the hood or try to survive

Everybody havin' issues, ain't nobody special

Live to see another day if the Lord let you

Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness

All this money make you sick, I got a illness

Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit

That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit

Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness

All this money make you sick, I got a illness

Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit

That shit left me in the dark, but I'm still lit

Mental health is real and so is bein' broke as hell

Either fix my trauma or take my ass back to jail

If I don't do it for myself, they gon' think a nigga failed

If I don't do it for my health, then nigga, load the fuckin' scale

Damn, I can feel the world crushin' down on me

I lost my niggas to the pills, gotta smoke my weed

It take a lot for me to make it every week

Niggas dyin' every day, ain't no one prayin' for me

I got kids to feed, I got songs you need

I got stories in my book somebody need to read

My life in them pages, my life in these raps

One hand on this bag, one hand on this gat

Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness

How can any man say that he loves God, whom he cannot

See, and not love his brothers, who he sees daily?

You have value, you have worth, it is limitless, it is eternal

There's nothing wrong with you morally

For feeling hopeless and depressed

There's nothing wrong with you in terms of

Weakness versus strength, you're not weak

Feeling hopeless, feeling depressed are natural human feelings

It was through self-love and taking care of myself physically

Mentally, putting down the alcohol, putting down

The weed, putting down the nicotine that led

To me developing that relationship with my wife

Fentanyl is the most dangerous and the

Most deadly drug on the market right now

Just two milligrams of fentanyl, that's

Like two grains of sand, is enough to kill

We have seen fentanyl deaths skyrocket over the last five years

You can now dial 988 if you're experiencing a mental health crisis