Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix the fence

In my final hours

I'm gonna tie up these loose ends

I won't leave a note

For anyone to find

Tomorrow they'll know

What I've done here tonight

The drastic steps I've taken

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me so what the hell

I fought alot I drank to much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's good by, I wish you well

Because I love you...

I'm gonna kill myself.

Now who is that

In my easy chair

Now wait a minute

That's the old me sittin there

And I thank god

The devil in me died

Cause I stand before you now

A man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've take

Are just an act of desperation

I knew no one would miss me so what the hell

I fought alot I drank to much

Hurt everyone I've ever touched

And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help

It's good bye, I wish you well

Because I love you...

I had to kill myself.

I'm gonna clean the house

I'm gonna fix that fence

In my final hours

Gonna tie up these loose ends.