Never Learned

This is how I manage, all the weight and the damage

There's no air, going to meet you there

You know, I could never really let it, go on record without edit

It's no fair, going to meet you there

Tell me what the hell is going on in your head

Lotta sad stories keep you pinned to the bed

It must of been your mother or your father he left

You're always seeking out another

No you're never at rest

I never

I never learned, never felt grown

Never ever did I feel known

I never

I never learned how to function

Never ever did, never ever have I felt home

I get lost, the walls are closing in

I stand in the rain

Watch the water fall

I get worried, I start giving in

I stand in the sun

Gotta hold it all

This is how I vanish, always swearing that I manage

With no air, going to meet you there

This time, make a record, so I said it, truth without an edit

Is no fair, gonna meet you there