Nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I wake up in a nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I can never see quite clear

When I look at my surroundings

And everybody still doubts me

I wanna live to hear a crowd sing

All my lyrics so loudly

I miss a time when we would all get together

I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better

Real talk, sipping drinks without all the pressure

Now everybody needs to think about posting, whatever

When people ask how I'm doing, I've never been better

That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter

How come we all continue forcing out all of this pressure

I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

I need my space now so I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare so I can be something (yeah)

I do what I love and hope you will love me (yeah)

I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (let's go)

And I'm scared of being rich

But I'm scared of being poor

I'm scared of being lonely

But I'm scared of being bored

Sometimes I get really angry

And I don't know why

Sometimes I really do hate me

Can't even pick my own side

What is even going on?

Why the hell do I even write songs?

What the hell am I doing here man?

I guess don't understand a thing, damn

But maybe ignorance is bliss

I'd rather lay in the abyss

Then be aware of what I missed

Especially if I quit

They say that hell is your last day

When you see what you could've became

That day would drive me insane

So I intend on staying my lane

I picked a path and I picked the pain

I want it bad, that won't ever change

Sometimes I'm mad sometimes I'm ok

I know I'll have what I want someday

I need my space now so I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare so I can be something (yeah)

I do what I love and hope you will love me (yeah)

I face this nightmare, no, I am not running (let's go)

And it's hard to be ok

When everything has changed

Yeah, it's hard to be ok

When I can see everything

The best part of everyone's day

Is on my iPhone on display

No matter what I do can't get away

This isn't healthy, I don't feel the same

Yo, and destiny is a weird thing

'Cause it's easier to believe

That everything is out of your hands

It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry

Don't let your vision be blurry

Lock in to your journey

And you can start real early

You can be 13 or you could be 30

But it's your life to live

So what you got to give

You better get after it, don't you dare quit

Don't you dare kid, you got dreams?

Then you're like me

So try like me, so fight like me

Take a hold of your life and thrive like me

So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me