CRESCENT MOON

Jasmine Ave

Sweet morning noon

You said you'd be in my arms by the next crescent moon

My immaturity created monsters to any girl that I hurt

Hope you feel the guilt when you hear this verse

Been wearing it on my sleeve

See the hurt through the shirt

Lust got the best of me

Couldn't focus on your worth

Didn't sympathize with your cries

You were tired, I was blind

Trying to find peace in the person that I was

Instead of trying to grow into the man God designed

Bloomed a lil' late but pray for divine timing

But by that time, damage already done, a jail of hurt

Wish that I can pay the bond

Resent me now, after you is where I run

Ain't no fun when the rabbit got the gun

Manipulator, misogynistic, narcissistic

I'm put in that statistic but wasn't my intentions

Life came at a baby boy too fast

I was 16 with the world in my hands

You said you'd be in my arms by the next crescent moon

Marissa, I apologize how I handled your heart

Pouring into a boy I was far from a man

Hurt me deeply seeing you being so good to me

Deep down knew that I was taking you for granted

Unappreciative, that was me

Self-sabotaging, feeling like you deserved a better me

I walked away from you trying to heal me

And left you stranded in a broken home

While you were going through my pregnancy

Made a promise that I'd be back to you in no time

Along that journey, I had come to realize

I wasn't ready to be the man that you had fantasized

After I promised to be the man that you fantasized

Took my hand then strangled the soul tie

In them 9 months, I was probably there 9 times

Promise you a wedding, you didn't get to see a wedding gown

Hope you see a better version of me in my own child

I know your background

Pops was in jail, momma still a addict

You never had a family, your home was abandoned

That was your chance to fix your curse

That's the part of the story that make it worse

My upbringing significant to this situation

But I'mma save it 'cause this an apology letter

That I owed you and it's been long awaited

Hope you get it and then appreciate it

From this point moving forward under oath

Marissa, swear to fix the void

My actions viewed by the Lord

If I slip up, punish me by the sword

Can't fix the past but today let's move forward

Identified my crisis while I was trying to get righteous

So all my wrongs I'm writing while also chasing enlightenment

I know my love was silent

Somewhere my heart had went violent

Let's put the past behind us

Forgiveness I hope you find it

Genuinely apologize fr

Jasmine Ave

Sweet morning noon (heavy one)

You said you'd be in my arms by the next crescent moon

I apologize to anyone I ever hurt

Any monsters I've created, I apologize fr

It's some promises I kept but the ones I didn't

Keep them be the ones that hurt the most

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