14 Years

I try and feel the sunshine, you bring the rain

You try and hold me down with your complaints

You cry and moan and complain, you whine and tear

Up to my neck in sorrow, the touch you bring

You just don't step inside to, to 14 years

So hard to keep my own head, that's what I say

And you know I've been the beggar, I've played the thief

I was the dog they all tried to beat

But it's been 14 years of silence

It's been 14 years of pain

It's been 14 years that are gone forever

And I'll never have again, well

Your stupid girlfriends tell you that I'm to blame

Well, they're all used-up has-beens, out of the game

This time I'll have the last word, you hear what I say

I tried to see it your way, it won't work today

You just don't step inside to, to 14 years

So hard to keep my own head, that's what I say

And you know I've been the dealer, hangin' on your street

I was the dog they all tried to beat

But it's been 14 years of silence

It's been 14 years of pain

It's been 14 years that are gone forever

And I'll never have again, well

Bullshit and contemplation, gossip's their trade

If they knew half the real truth, what would they say?

Well, I'm past the point of concern, it's time to play

These last four years of madness sure put me straight

Don't get back 14 years in just one day

So hard to keep my own head, just go away

You know, just like a hooker, she said nothing's for free

Oh, I tried to see it your way

I tried to see it your way