Cap Guns

Oz, you're a big dog now

I was young and used to think of cap guns back when I was havin' fun

Now I'm caught up in this rap shit, gamblin' my life for one

Lookin' back at shit from my past, it ain't much I haven't done

Tryna learn from mistakes like my last one 'cause I got a son

Started off just shootin' baskets, then we was ditchin' classes

Smokin' gas and havin' fistfights later turned to blastin'

Grew up, got immune to madness, you couldn't even imagine

Broskie and get to see my mansion, I carried his casket

Went, did time, until he got back, I carried his ratchet

I was trappin', ain't unwrap it, it stayed in the plastic

Tellin' broskie, "Wear a mask", 'cause it play with his asthma

Gage wasn't even five foot seven, he carryin' plasmas

Could've went to school in Dallas and played for the Mavericks

Instead, I adapted to Essex and stayed with the savages

Mama said stay where I'm at, don't come back, she ain't havin' it

Now, when she ask for the racks, it's 5K on the average

Look at how they had us

Look at all those tragedies

Hell yeah, we start trappin', shit

Look at all us, raggedy

Thank my OG for havin' me (havin' me)

Fried bologna when I had to eat (when I had to eat)

All of my teens, I was ridin' in the streets (I was ridin')

Now we the richest that got over east (ay)

Never forgot who was laughin' at me

'Member before rap, I was strapped with the heat

Know all the niggas was clappin' at me (clappin' at me)

Never told police what happened to me

90 hollows when we clap at the G

Never reply to who rappin' to me

Never was askin' for drama

Just stayed in a spot where if they catch me lack, shit'll squeeze

One to the back, he collapsed to his knees

Ain't have to give him that extra 15

If I would've died in my prime

News would've said that he just was a teen

But I was a teen out doin' some reckless things

I had a strap in my jeans

Shout out 2013

That's when I lost Kobe and Peewee

I kept a Glizzy at 23

Folks saw the opps with the 3D

That's my kinfolk, we ain't GD

My chain got rocks like BBs

Maybach seats got TVs

My C money, Rolls with VVs

The opps hoes know all my CDs

The opps damn near wanna be me

Gotta go the other way when they see me

If a nigga broke, how he gonna see me?

Gave niggas hope, why else they need me?

I be everywhere, probably Bahimi

Bitches partyin' all in bikinis

Baby, I don't even drink martinis

Exotic pack got a hat like a genie

Smokin' Backs for my stress, let it ease me

Gotta make this boss shit look easy

But you know it's everything but easy

Money over everything, it please me

Money gone, everything gon' leave me

Where was they before my watch was freezy?

To get what they want, watch them deceive me

They don't even know me, how they believe me?

Sometimes I be thinkin' from me to me

It be hard for somebody else bein' me

Back and forth, tryna balance the Ms

My lovers and friends, I'm caught in a frenzy

Thinkin' what my mama was sayin' about all of my friends

Now all of 'em dead (damn)

Wishin' I could call them again

Do it all again, but it's all in my head (damn)

Was it really wrong what we did?

If we ain't go as hard as we did, probably all'll be dead

Lean on each other, came through for another, that's all that we had

They don't understand, so

"Callin' me lawyer again," that's all that we said

Everywhere we stand

Them people was on us for playin' them corners again

But they don't understand