Jan 14th

I'm still putting in work, even on bad days

Keep a smile on my face, even on sad days

Tryna cover up this pain with a band-aid

Yeah, this rap shit to me is like a band-aid

So much shit on my mind, I don't sleep at all

Cause I'm knowing if I stop, everything'll fall

And real talk, I don't really got no one to call

And I'm the first in my family that done really balled (damn)

I ain't tryna go back broke

Cause real talk, all my life I been ****ing broke

And this microphone really be my only hope

Now they looking at my life through a microscope

Tryna find a ****ing flaw, like I'm not human

I'm not the toughest in the world, but had the heart to do it

Taking chances everyday, dodging the institution

Thankful I could spill my heart through this ****ing music (damn)

I done lost another close friend

You don't know how it feel to lose a close friend

I wasn't on good terms with my close friend

But to this day, I'm still thankful for my close friend

Through the highs and the lows, I had a mouth to feed

I'm a single ****ing father, I got mouths to feed

Thought I woulda touched my dream with these pounds of weed

And I don't think that its a (uh), that is outta my league

I'm switching the speed, you niggas fatigued

I'm Ray Charles to the bullshit, I'm aiming for Bs

I'm hopping out jiggling keys, either the Porsche nigga, Ferrari, or B

You niggas not ****in' wit me (not ****in' wit me)