Not Right Now

I got a lot to do

But not right now

Cause I run hard until

I’m all run out

I show up to parties to avoid myself

Cause being alone’s a different kind of hell

And I didn’t know how bad it was for my health

I got a lot to give

But not right now

Cause I never learned to give back to myself

Took too many mushrooms

I cant come down

Hoping I'd get high enough to climb out

Maybe I didn’t try enough to find out

I got a lot of love but not right now

Cause I’ve been up in my head and my hearts worn out

Got good at faking like I’m up in the clouds

So nobody thinks to ask why I’m not around

Ohhh

I can’t keep running round

As fast I am

I could use a few weeks in bed

I hope they bury me a happier man

Maybe I could sleep when I’m dead

Yeah I could use a few weeks in bed

Yeah I could use a few weeks in bed

I got a lot to do

But not right now