summer's gone

Leave me out to dry and rot

Obviously I cry a lot

Want me to be what I am not

Stuck in my head, I try a lot

I can't quiet my thoughts, don't let them out this Pandora's box

I ruined my weddin', now I wish I had a rope, so I could still tie the knot

Leave my body cold as the north hangin' from the ceilin' fan, spinnin' in circles

Die young, leave a beautiful chorus

I know that it's selfish, but it ain't to hurt you

I needed some peace from the war in my head, I've been fightin' for 20 years

Way too much PTSD to smile about anything, even if I have veneers

Only therapy that's workin' is when I'm on this microphone with my engineer

These songs are the only way

That I can communicate with you when I'm no longer here

And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for why I ran everyone away

Searchin' for paradise when I was already in it is why I got took away

All I ask is if I make it to Heaven from this life, I don't have to press "replay"

All I'm askin' you is after a life of sinnin' if it's ever too late to pray

Leave me out to dry and rot

Obviously I cry a lot

Want me to be what I am not

Stuck in my head, I try a lot

Mm-mm, mm-mm, oh-oh-oh

Mm-mm, oh-oh, mm-mm, oh-oh