Tear Me Down

So I let the winds pile up and your words fall down

Ooh-ooh

Said you didn't want me, then I don't need you now

And I really wanna leave, but I'm too far

And I'm too lost

Wanna let go, but it's too hard

Want a new start

Gotta look inside me, but I'm too scarred

Never knew the pain could be this sad

I don't wanna die young, so I live fast

Never knew a heartbreak could be this bad

I'm afraid to be in love, and I know why

I can never trust what I don't buy

When I feel like givin' up, then I don't try (yeah)

Kinda feel like takin' drugs so I don't cry

Got me feelin' like a dove when it don't fly

But I get depressed when you just leave

I can never get rest 'til you close by

I don't feel at my best when it's just me

Every time it get bad, then it get worse

When it get worse, then you hit first

Got me livin' on the edge, and I'm just cursed

Sick of tryna build a bridge just to get burned

Got me all in my head, but I'm just hurt

Wanna run, but we just hide

We don't wanna hear the truth, so we just lie

But I only look at you like you're just mine

Said I only look at you like you're just mine

(You're just mine)

But we gotta heal

And my head's fucked up, don't know how to feel

When you tell me you're in love with somebody else

How you tell me you're in love with somebody else?

You know that I need you

Now I gotta build a life with a stranger

We both know that I wanted it to be you

Goddamn

So I let the winds pile up and your words fall down

Ooh-ooh

Said you didn't want me, then I don't need you now

(Joyner, Joyner)

We don't have to last forever

I thought that you would love me better

Why would you go tear me up just to take me down?

Where the fuck do I go when I'm too lost

When I'm too far?

Wanna let it go, but it's too hard

And it's too dark

Keep tellin' your side, but it's two parts

Hope you're sayin' things that you don't mean (yeah)

I feel like I'm asleep, but I don't dream

Just another nightmare, but I don't scream (yeah)

Every time it get rough, then we break up

Every time that we fuck, then we make up

Every time we get drunk, then it's dangerous

Sick and tired of givin' up, but you gave us

I don't wanna give it up, but you made us

And I get depressed when you just leave

I can never get rest when I'm laid up

I don't feel at my best when it's just me (yeah)

You can see my heart bleed when you watch it

I can feel your heart leave in the process

And you only wanna leave when there's options (yeah)

But you only want me when it's toxic

How you only want me when it's toxic?

Type of shit can get dangerous

Had to deal with my pain in phases

I done felt so much pain that I'm painless (yeah)

And I know it's too late to save us

But we gotta heal

And my head's fucked up, don't know how to feel

When you tell me you're in love with somebody else

How you tell me you're in love with somebody else

When you know that I need you?

Now I gotta build a life with a stranger

We both know that I wanted it to be you

Damn

So I let the winds pile up and your words fall down

Oh-ooh-ooh

Said you didn't want me, then I don't need you now

(Don't need you now)

We don't have to last forever

I thought that you would love me better

Why would you go tear me up just to take me down?

(Take me down)

So I let the winds pile up, and your words fall down, oh-oh

Said you didn't want me, then I don't need you now

(Don't need you now)

We don't have to last forever

Just something you would love me so much better

Why would you go tear me up just to take me down?