What's Going On

Mmm, mmm

Hey

Why didn't I see the signs?

I was too busy getting high

Runnin' up in studios, smokin' dro, writin' rhymes

Too blind to notice my abdomen was growin'

Havin' sex without protection, now my belly is showin'

Nobody knowin', me and my boo tryna decide what to do

He buggin', like, "That's a little me inside of you

It ain't cute and I'm scared," and I could tell he worried a bit

Still we proceed to gettin' weeded, straight ignorin' the shit

My jeans don't wanna fit, every mornin' urlin' and shit

I had to tell my family, I knew they all was gon' flip

And his was happy, thinkin' he was about to be a daddy

But I knew it wasn't true, even though we both wanted it so badly

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby

We love each other madly, so much to gain, so much to lose

I'm in pain, your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose

Take a walk, step in my shoes, thinkin' negative thoughts

Politics, shit shift quick when a doctor says it's positive

It's a life livin' in my body, but it don't gotta live

It's up to me, but if I keep it, what the fuck I got to give?

I mean, I'm still young and I don't really have shit

And if this nigga decide to leave, then my child'll be a bastard

It's drastic, nobody really understands me

My moms don't give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family

They like, "Remy, you can't afford it, you expect us to support it?"

I feel my seed departin' and I don't wanna abort it, so

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby

I'm not steady, but I can get ready for responsibility

Shit, where would I be if my moms got rid of me?

I'm so stressed and I'm under a lot of pressure

But all I need is the remedy to make Remy feel better

I knew I couldn't win, so I chose to forfeit

It's a shame, over four months and I'm in the doctor's office

I swear to all I love I wanted to leave

Then wait five more months and birth the child that I conceived

But I sat there because I felt I had to

Now I cry every day because I realize, boy, girl, I wanted to have you

Don't be mad at me, how it is is how it has to be

And any pain I put you through is all comin' back to me

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby

Tell me what's going on

I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can you hear me, Lord, when I'm calling?

Forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel?

The situation is real, huh

I never wanted to let you go, baby

We'll meet again, I know, baby