Man Down

Seeing you was so bittersweet, I almost died

My heart jumped but my head kept screaming, "Why?"

And I almost thought that I could change the past

And I almost, but that never really lasts

Oh, and I'm shot

Oh, baby, I'm shot

But I'm not whatever you wanted

Forever just wanting you

And I hope you notice, and could come around

'Cause I always blow it, and run into the ground

And silence keeps me frozen, and you won't make a sound

So I hope you notice, screaming man down

You know how everyone's always saying "seize the moment"?

I don't know, I, I'm kinda thinking it's the other way around

You know, like, the moment seizes us?

Uh, and I'll only say this one time

Your headlines won't get none of my time, yeah, I'm lying

'Cause I still can't find out why I'm so divided

Replay those few days over, somehow I'll find it

Somewhere in your words when you leant on my shoulder

I might act distant but I swear that it's not over

I don't want to hear it

But I got to know, yeah, I just got to know

Is there a reason do you care if I'm still breathing?

Or am I insane?

For thinking we could've made it

Oh, baby, we could've made it

Oh, baby, I'm shot

But I'm not whatever you wanted

Forever just wanting (you)

(You)

But you'll never know it, 'cause I'm just way too proud

Hide behind my ego, block the whole world out

And these words, they don't come easy

And they don't come loud

So you'll never notice, screaming man down

I just saw God

I just saw God

Outside the liquor store

You told me I was lost, lost