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I had to come off social media because it's fake

Instead of spreading love, they're just spreading hate

They forget I'm only human and I make mistakes

I really started at the bottom, they should call me Drake

I went from eating jail food and now I'm eating steak

When I was hungry, bro, they never offered me a plate

So I had to learn, if you want it, bro, you gotta take

Especially when it's money that you wanna make

I only had to keep a weapon 'cause it wasn't safе

The real can relatе and free my brothers that ain't got a date

Most of the time, they got girls that aren't gonna wait

He came to jail when she was born, now she's turning eight

Got him making cakes outta biscuits to celebrate

Because they've got him boxed in like a heavyweight

He can't eat, losing weight like a featherweight

He smokes spice 'cause he says it makes him levitate

Said it makes him feel numb, self-medicate

Tryna find peace of mind, can't so he meditates

Said he thought about death but he hesitates

I just told him "Stay strong, bro, and never break"

Remember waiting on remand, they never set a date

Think I'm back to when I'm young, I never went on dates

I hit road in stoleys with a set of plates

I seen people getting shot at a steady rate

I was standing in the Post Office tryna sell an eighth

I'm from a place where it's slippery, get a set of skates

I used to call 'em all my brothers, we was never mates

I told my brother "Book a visit", I was never late

It's my fault, I couldn't see they was a set of snakes

'Cause I'm the one that got shot so let's get it straight

'Cause I'm the one that grip metal like a set of brakes

Went from living in a cell without a set of plates

And now the gaff's like a castle with electric gates

I'm like Hugh so I don't understand or get the hate

I asked F why he smokes spice, he's numb from it

He's tryna blank out the pain, tryna run from it

I said "I know about the struggle 'cause I come from it"

The evidence in courtrooms made his mum vomit

Imagine if Wallace grabbed a shotgun and slumped Gromit

I've gotta focus, can't be living in the past

I get flashbacks from the faces I slashed

They say "Never say never", good things never last

But I'll make sure it does for all them times that they laughed

I had a baby on the way, I can't lie, I felt gassed

Ain't it crazy how time goes fast?

So you better chase your dreams before it goes in a flash

I just bought a new house and gave Baz my old gaff

And said "The rent's been paid" 'cause he was living outta bags

He used to be my brother, I did everything for Baz

Same goes for the lads, ask P and ask Haz

For my brothers, I'll do anything they ask, fuck the rats

Just know that you're my brother if we shared the same pad

And it doesn't even matter we don't share the same dad

It's hard tryna tell you 'bout the life that I've had

And sometimes I just wanna cry 'cause I'm sad

But I should be feeling happy so it makes me feel bad

I'm just tryna give my son all the things I never had

It's time to be a man because I just become a dad

And I just named him after me because that's my little lad

Gotta do it for them times I couldn't pay for the cab

For them days in the Ways when I was waving the flag

When they used to skip a visit like a YouTube ad

In juvies, tryna swap an FHM mag

Gotta do it for them years that I wasted in cells

Sleeping next to the toilet, nose covered 'cause it smells

PTSD from waking up and hearing bells

Basically on basic, couldn't even buy a gel

You ever seen a man drip and I ain't talking YSL?

Gotta watch where you be talking 'cause I heard they wire cells

Fuck wishing on a well, they didn't pick me when I fell

I'm on point, can't be slipping 'cause I heard they fire shells

But this is God's plan, he helped me make it outta Hell