Something That I'm Not - 2019 Remaster

Your mind tells you that

You've lost your confidence

You're drifting and you don't

Believe in anyone

To lose what little you have

Left to be proud of

Afraid you can't do this again

You said that nothing come in between us

The way of getting things we wanted done

Then enissophobia held you

Under it's influence

Until you compromised your style

Everything about you has been one big charade

What will you do now that the wells run dry?

(Cry?) to sell out all your friends and

Stab them in the back

It's something that you are

It's something that I'm not

When you forced me into doing what you love

Mark my words no one loves you very much

(yeah mark 'em)

And when you tried to change me

And tried to replace me

I couldn't help but end just hating you

Being a fraud can only last so long

(You should know)

Until what you sensed as a child returns

(You little baby)

To choke out the voice that told

You "money and the fame"

Would fill the crater that

You dug for yourself

Unlike you I'm no vision to myself

Lest you forget

You didn't ever make metal, buddy

Metal made you

To crush and run over everyone along the way

It's something that you are

It's something that I'm not

A stranger to yourself

Ha! You pissed me off again

I won't be driven by your needs anymore

What you'd become to do or be

Is clear to see for me

It's something that you are

Something that I'm not

It makes me sick to hear

You say you "love me"

I know you only love what I can do for you

If you were the one that

Was leading the charge

Would you notice if I missed a day or two?

(But that's impossible)

We all laughed at the

Parodies that you'd become

Now your pain slowly paid back has begun

So, accept my resignation

Or in your words "betrayal"

Before it gets much worse

End this self-sabotage

Something I'm not, something that you are

Something I'm not

Something I'm not, something that you are

Something I'm not, something that you are

Something that I'm not yet