Lost In The Grandeur

Hey you, what are you doing? Laugh as you tear out my heart

The pain is so stimulating, I've been too numb from the start

Why can't I defend? Tear all these demons apart

Who knows if it's really better, I threw it out for some parts

(So lost in the grandeur)

Help me find my way

I know this all sounds so cliché

But I've done everything you say

I'm so fed up with who I portray

So lost in the grandeur

Sad things fly all around me, welcoming sight from the past

Somehow they make me feel something even if it doesn't last

So I do anything to be able to get away

Bad things always flock to me, it seems to be that way

(So lost in the grandeur)

Help me find my way

I know this all sounds so cliché

But I've done everything you say

I'm so fed up with who I portray

So lost in the grandeur

Oh, there's that sound

It's constant and profound

What's it gonna do today?

What kinda joy will it steal away?

Oh no, then I'm going down

And I'm losing my grip

Always caught up in it

That the truth is all lies

It builds up inside

I fucking hate this every day

Something painful, something grave

Can't go on living this way

I won't let you take this

Keep on trying, motherfucker

Help me find my way

I know this all sounds so cliché

But I've done everything you say

I'm so fed up with who I portray

So lost in the grandeur

So lost in the grandeur

So lost in the grandeur