Life Of The Party

I don't wanna believe that it's over

I don't wanna believe that it's over

You might see me smilin'

But inside

I'm dyingToo proud to let it show

I ain't the one

You won't see me crying

But it's hard to let it go

All my time on the tour bus

Wasn't good for us

And then you throw it all

Started gettin' around

With a few choice chicks

But we had something special

Plus the sex was sick

Do you remember

From the bed to the wall

On the floor by the fireplace?

I know you remember

In the truck couldn't wait

So we got off on the garden state

Somehow we must of got all

Turned around on last freeway

Now I can't find my way home to you, oh girl

Still I get love in the hood

Still acting like my life is all good

Still putting up a false bravado

When I lost you

I lost my winning ticket to lotto

Still every time

I raise my glass

I try to drink away my past

To the world

I might appear to be the life of the party

But they don't see me

Oh, I never thought id be the one missing

Oh, I can't take this emptiness

And I can't keep going on like this

And I can't keep pretending

That this don't hurt like a mother, babe

I know that it's crazy for me to come over

I had to see you

I know I gotta to change, girl

I'll do that quick

You need to take me back'

Cause the sex was sick

Do you remember

From the bed to the wall

On the floor by the fireplace?

I know you remember

In the truck couldn't wait

So we got off on the garden state

Somehow we must of got all

Turned around on last freeway

I can't find my way home to you, oh girl

Still I get love in the hood

Still acting like my life is all good

Still putting up a false bravado

When I lost you

I lost my winning ticket to lotto

Still every time

I raise my glass

I try to drink away my past

To the world

I might appear to be the life of the party

But they don't see me

Oh baby, oh, remember

When we used to ride the bus

And guess girl, how we came up

Fine Korean chicks and all of that

I'd give it up just to have you back'

Cause money's only paper, girl

And this house don't feel like home when

I'm aloneWhenever you see me, baby, remember

Still I get love in the hood

Still acting like my life is all good

Still putting up a false bravado

When I lost you

I lost my winning ticket to lotto

But still every time

I raise my glass

I try to drink away my past

To the world

I might appear to be the life of the party

But they don't see me

Y'all don't see

You only see what you see on the

TV, ohThis is my reality

Girl, you'll get to know me

Every time

I raise my glass

I try to drink away my past

To the world

I might appear to be the life of the party

But they don't see me