Little Girls Pointing and Laughing

(We can't)

I still can

(stop now.)

remember what you did.

Your eyes filled,

(We've got)

discomfort.

(to slow down.)

Bare foot in a public washroom.

Spill on me your nostalgia

And cataracts

that fell

behind self-conscious eyes.

Warm water made

(Please just give me back my heart.)

this hurt so good.

(Well it's been too long)

Through ivory rain

(and I will burn no more.)

and cutthroat soap box derby racers.

(Oh God. Hurt so fucking good.

I just want you to fucking wreck me.

I want you to wreck me.

I want you to ruin me.)

I want you to ruin me.

(Please just give me back my heart.)

Ruin me.

(Well it's been too long)

I. Want. You. To. Ruin me.

(and I will burn no more.)

(Tired of all these lies)

I. Want you. To ruin me.

(and elsewhere eyes of yours.)

Ruin me.

(So I will scream)

I want you to...

(and dream of what's to come.)

ruin me.