Celebrate

I've come a long way since high school

Just look at all these scars of mine

You should probably check my vitals

I swear it down, it feels real this time

Okay, okay, okay, okay, I'm sorry, it will pass

Anxiety can be deceiving, lets the demons relax

Relax

Just ride the feeling when you feel it b-b-beating too fast

It's a throwback to the old days

I slip back to my old ways

It's the wrong time to break

It's the right time to breathe

Tryna catch your breath in a hurricane

Like tryna punch a hole in the cellophane

While everybody celebrates

They don't know I'm trapped

Show me how to numb the pain

Oh Lord, oh Lord

So I can finally celebrate

No, it's so bad

No, absolutely not

I'm sorry to let you down, but, uh

I'm, I'm, I'm not gonna come tonight

I'm just

I'm just (yeah)

I've come a long way from nowhere

I've given up on friends of mine

'Cause when I needed friends, they weren't there

A phone call coulda saved my life

Then I fall back, and they call back

Like sore rats, and I saw that

Fake love, I don't fall for that

So, when they call me, I don't call back no more

I don't wanna hurt myself no more, no more, no more

It's a throwback to the old days

I slip back to my old ways

It's the wrong time to break

It's the right time to breathe

Tryna catch your breath in a hurricane

Like tryna punch a hole in the cellophane

While everybody celebrates

They don't know I'm trapped

Show me how to numb the pain

Oh Lord, oh Lord

So I can finally celebrate

'Cause I don't know how to celebrate

No, I don't know, I don't know, oh

Can anybody hear me?

Can anybody hear me?

'Cause I don't know how to celebrate

It's a throwback to the old days (old days)

I slip back to my old ways (old ways)

It's the wrong time to break

It's the right time to-

(Breathe, hurricane) tryna catch your breath in a hurricane

Like tryna punch a hole in the cellophane

While everybody celebrates