I Did This To Me

I've never been so selfish, reckless, hell, this is all my fault

I was full of all these useless excuses abusin' the love I lost

I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake

Or that mine would be the heart that break

I pushed you away when you needed me

You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you when you said it to me

Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory

I got what I wanted, I did this to me

If I'm being honest, I promise, I thought this would work itself out

Oh, if I had gotten over myself, I wouldn't be getting over you now, no

I pushed you away when you needed me

You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you when you said it to me

Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory

I got what I wanted, I did this to me

I wish I said I loved you enough for you to feel it (oh-oh)

I wish would've held you, I wish you could believe it

I wish I said I loved you enough to make you feel it

I wish would've held you, I wish you could believe it

I pushed you away when you needed me

You wanted to talk, I wanted to drink

Only told you I loved you when you said it to me

Now I'm here at home all alone with your memory

I got what I wanted, I did this to me, oh

Mm, I did this to me, me

Oh, oh

I did this to me, yeah

Yeah-yeah, yeah

Oh-oh