How I'm Feeling Now

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?

Well it's been a minute now, since I have had to tell the truth

I know, I can

I won't

Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out

But instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt

I know, I can

I won't

Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether, and I know it won't be long

It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead

But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said

I know, I can

I won't

Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on

Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether, and I know it won't be long

It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there, and no

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there

So here's to my beautiful life

It seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self, but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fucking head

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"