Remorse Outro

Big Oz on the keyboard and shit

I lost a lot

A lot of shit I did and been through

I don't even remember 'cause

I was self-medicating

Poppin' xans

Drinking lean and shit tryna forget

But at the end of the day man

I could never really forget it

But that shit a part of me even when I try as much as I try to

It just come back

I don't know if that shit makin' me stronger or what

I really shouldn't even be tryin' to forget it but shit

In the trenches with apes

My killas was starvin' so nigga s got ate

In this business with all 'em intentions I noticed that nigga s be fake

Yeah my loved ones and 'nem

Tried to show 'em the way but it filled them with hate

Although I can't relate

They gave me they plate and I filled it with steak

Havin' feminine traits

Can't go get it honest

They willin' to snake

I rather respect nigga s gangsta up close

They see it and take

Type of shit that I can't go back to the streets

I lost all of my faith

A whole lotta nigga s turned jakes

They rattin' and tellin' the state

They telling the feds all they nigga s dead like my nigga s ain't

Wanna see me in jail but I can't

It's way too much money I make

Psexy

And the life that I'm living

They wish they was living

They want 'em a taste

Gotta stay on my pace

I was moving too fast

Ain't nothing to chase

Man

I lost my lil' brother to this shit

Before that

Don't get me wrong

I lost a lot

But I feel like as real gangsters

That's what we sign up for and he just ain't deserve it

Funny thing is though

When I think about it in the deepest way

Knowing him

He felt like that's what he signed up for too

In any way possible

I'd rather it be me right there by his side

Next to him

'Cause I feel like it would have been different and it should've been different

You know these days I'm just living life based off that

G Herbo

Swerv'