Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wantin' to give in, needin' your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside, don't know you, but inside, I'm fucked

Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch

Each day, confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you

Why are you taken?

I love you

Why do I feel so helpless?

Why is it you?

Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you

Why do I cry?

Why do I really need to?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Fuck you, bitch

Need to

Need to

Need to

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

I hate you

Why are you taken?

I loved you

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you

Why do I try?

Why do I fucking need to?

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

Slut