Not One Step Behind

Watching remains from dust,

Expecting to unhinge all the signs

From this thoughts.

I just can't keep clearmy mind,

Waiting, (for) my breathe inside.

Why am I escaping,

If I do not wish to wake up?

There's no way to pull me out,

I don't belong to this hell!

Faceless, my dignity,

In my world of mirrors,

Lies is the truth.

Destiny cannot stare me,

I shouldn't be a piece of you.

Fearless, your hands on me,

Taking away this life from me.

All the past hasn't existed,

My dreams are gone.

This isn't what I wanted it to be...

Why am I escaping,

If I do not wish to wake up?

There's no way to pull me out,

I don't belong to this hell!

Every moment in this place,

I just look back, and live to wait.

Hearing no words, lips are sealed,

Rime of secrets unraveled.

I've lost this life, now it's done,

But I still feel

That thread keeping me.

How can I ease this pain,

Spinning in my head?

Answers coming and going

All the time,

I don't have enough to waste,

It's right,

And I fell so empty as I bleed.

Flashes of my days

Tearing my eyes,

Holding down my hands,

Now I can't fight,

And I pray the L

Ord to finnish this.

I just can't go on,

There's no strenght,

I'll learn the last dance tonight.

And once I'm ready, I can't go back,

I am just one step behind.

No matter where I am,

Or I'm supposed to be,

No questions to be answered, I am free.