Memory Loss

Think I'm livin' large

She think I'm livin' large, a victim of the hard pavement

Different from a star, look different from afar, ain't it?

Now that's a spiffy spark, some shit to keep my heart racin'

Shit be full of frauds, don't listen to the false claimin'

I took the fall, was trippin' 'cause' I lost patience

But I got shit resolved a bit, I need to solve latent

Ain't no quick results, you give in what you gon' take in

Peep we dripped it off, but really you was soft hatin'

I keep my mitt involved, the mittens on for raw flamin'

You know the biggest dogs get chicken with their paws shakin'

Can't be livin' long, we're livin' for the large payment

I swear I rid my wrongs, a writtens I performed aching

Every bit of song or scribble that I thought of saving (saving)

(I'm writing down everything you say in my mind)

Since a shorty, it was up, I would blush

Always actin' tough, could call me on my bluff (on my bluff)

As a kid, I thought this is what it was

Livin' how I want, but it wasn't givin' him enough

It's different from how I thought it would've been when I grew up

I still got some shit to overcome

Took a plunge, came back up above to take a puff

Of some haze and a Vanilla Dutch

Gotta save my lungs while I'm young

Just in case it's too late to adjust

Somethin' sacred faded from what I was made up of

I lost my native tongue, it's part of the way I was

Why I memorized every line when every day begun

And every day was done, I still forget at times

It's the life getting fried

Made me forget my rhymes, at times it made him dumb

Less energized with every blunt

But all side effects aside, it tends to mend my mind

Left him mesmerized, It made it fun

What you tryna save him from?

Worked a ten to nine, 10 a.m to 9 a.m, but don't remember why

Spent my time at the venue getting high

Just remember, always saddle up before you say goodbye (say goodbye)