Selfish (feat. Josh X)

I gave you more than I give myself

So loyal to you that I betray myself

Well, I guess I'ma wither away

You a snake and you chose to slither today

I gave my all my love and my trust but

I guess my all just wasn't enough

Yeah, there's something 'bout you I can't help it

But I'ma do for myself I'm being selfish

Babe, your melody is the voice I need

Makes me skip a beat, yeah

And baby you know it, yeah

But it's hard to show it

See the one I love used to be in clubs

Used to fuck with thugs, yeah

And I can't expose it, yeah

'Cause she already know it, yeah

But why don't you ask me

Why is it so hard to fall in love?

Why don't you ask me

Why can I never, ever, ever try?

Why don't you ask me

Why everything is going this way?

Why don't you ask me? (I guess you never know)

I guess we never know

They say the one that you truly love hurts you the most

Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most

Now the one that you truly love is hurting you the most

I guess I'll never know

Why I got so cold

It's not your fault

Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)

Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)

Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)

Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)

Withering away as I gaze at the sky

Looking at his face and all the pain he caused me

I ask why?

Didn't I love?

Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself?

What do you wish? 'Cause that part of me no longer exist

This time I'm first, I'm picking me

I finally learned to be selfish