The Star Room / Killin' Time

This next song right here is called The Star Room

It's how I open up my album

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

This song is the moment you stop lying to yourself

Alright?

Hallelujah, thank God I have a future

Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded

Cause I'm smoking, till I'm coughin' up tar

Through the surge, energy curve like a lumbar

I don't act hard, still read Babar

Trippin' out, lookin' at a bunch of Google map stars, shit

They got a app for... that

But me, I'm still trapped inside my head I kinda feel like it's a purgatory

So polite and white, but I got family who would murder for me

Think I'm living paradise, what would I have to worry 'bout?

Dealing with these demons, feel the pressure, find the perfect style

Making sure my mom and dad are still somewhat in love

All these backfires of my experiments with drugs

And I experience the touch of my epiphany in color form

The difference between love and war inform me I'm above the norm

But, give me anybody though, I'll gladly chew his face off, them bath salts

Rhymin' like it's summertime on asphalt, hot

Haven't picked a major label think I'm black balled

I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up when my dad calls

Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice?

I put this music against my life, I think I fear the choice

And I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still

I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothing real

I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel

So a hundred mils wouldn't make me sign a fucking deal

Money kills, that's the truth, it's called the root of evil

But I want that Rolls Royce that the homie Lennon drove

So, if you ain't talkin' bout some money I'ma send you home

Unconventional, special but unprofessional

Adolescent expression that's lettin' me meet these centerfolds

As troubles fill my mind capacity I let them go

If I was Johnny Depp in Blow, I would let it snow

That's just me all wylin' out and being extra though

I wonder if I lost my way

I wonder if I lost my way

Did I lose my way

My way

Did I lose my way

My way

Ay, ay, come on

Come on, come on

San Diego, come on

Say, can you feel it

Say, can you feel it

Say, can you feel it?

Let's go, woo

San Diego, California

We gon' start this one like this

I'm posin' a question

How many been empty and holding aggression

Close to depression, open your eyes and just focus a second

Fuck a recession, my brother, my mind is a weapon

I'm letting it go

Loading and pointing at negative energy

Telling me stop, telling me no

Your aura is something you ain't even sure of

Explore the core of California, whores got more to snort up

I've had a smorgasbord of pornographic thought

That's a lot, the feeling come after the shock

Praise me I'd rather you not

'Cause it's driving me crazy, the fact that you pay

To make me do something I love

You come to the club searching for drugs, drunk

Fucking these sluts

God loves me, what if he does, what does it mean

You're wastin' away doin' nothing, you're frontin'

Why ain't you chasin' your dreams

We wonder 'bout life but none of us willin' to learn

The money we earn is something to burn

Why won't they give me a turnout

Feed the hungry and clothe the naked

You're mistaken, the world is cold

It's lonely, ain't it

Win 'em high roller homes in Vegas

Raid 'em with some home invasions

Contaminatin' the place with plague

We just saved the day

I waste away in this room spitting these raps

Y'all put the world in my hands, I'm giving it back

It's a gift, our time to be alive

No earthly vehicle can contain this drive

It's a gift, our time to be alive

No earthly vehicle can contain this drive

OK

Forfeit in the war, he lays a sword down and walks away

Grabs a .40 from the corner store, begins to contemplate

Dealin' with death like he work in the morgue

Absorbing the souls, forgotten, he lost his way

Staring down the barrel thinking, not today

Life's so precious, Lord knows that life's so precious

Fight to the death 'til there's nobody left

You're holdin' your breath because you might get infected

I'm animalistic, instinctively thinking I'm getting ballistic

Be specific — to those who in control, we all statistics

Misogynistic with a twisted mind, I'm intertwined

My trigger finger itching, all I kill is time

Initial symptoms of schizophrenic behavior

The mind is like religion, can't agree on who's its savior

The newest flavor of superhero, I'm shootin' lasers

Except I'm cool with Vader and blowing up rooms full of strangers

A news anchor the youth can relate to, it's nature

If you're a hater, I'll deal with you later

No thank you

I'm just your neighbor, please don't do me no favors

Really though, come on homie, we're major

I waste away in this room spittin' these raps

Y'all put the world in my hands, I'm giving it back

It's a gift, our time to be alive

No earthly vehicle can contain this drive

It's a gift, our time to be alive

1, 2, said 1, 2, 3

Said everybody put your hands up (hands up)

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

Said put your hands up (hands up)

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

Said put your hands up (hands up)

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

Get 'em up

San Diego, put your hands up

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

Said put your hands up (hands up)

So get 'em up (get 'em up)

Go, go, go, go, go