emails i can't send

It's times like these, wish I had a time machine

So I could see what you did, October 13th

At 10:15, were you really asleep?

Were you lyin' to me and the family?

There's no "us" in us when I'm lackin' trust

You wanna discuss, ugh, you disgust me

Don't make me cuss you out, why'd you let me down?

Don't say sorry now

And thanks to you, I, I can't love right

I get nice guys and villainize them

Read their texts like they're havin' -

Scared I'll find out that it's true

And if I do, then I blame you

For every worst that I assume

When I'm 45, someone calls me their wife

And he - lives in one selfish night

Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did

And God, I love you, but you're such a -

Please fix this

'Cause you were all I looked up to

Now I can't even look at you

(You too)

I mean, as they say in Chicago

"He had it comin'"