Crushed: Obscene

This heavy heart

Heart that I carry

Still holds the weight of you

And when I fall

As I always do

I'm crushed by the absence of you

Perfection is there

And the expression a stare

A face that leaves no trace of wear and tear

True beauty is cold

Love and hate and human sexual nature

This power is sustained by endless violence and pain

A cycle I can't understand

I'm tired of emotions

They bore me with distortions

They cut me

Screaming "Fuck me"

Wipe them all away now

Let them see through eyes made of stone

This heavy heart

Heart that I carry

Still holds the weight of you

And when I fall

As I always do

I'm crushed by the absence of youOne look at you

Is everything to me

From this photograph:

And when I can

Feel you around me

I'm crushed by the presence

Crushed