Numb

Where were you, before we met?

I've been trying on, the things that you left

Make me feel, like a man

Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again

Where were you, were you by yourself?

Oh, I just assumed, you were with somebody else

I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you

I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you

Oh, I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

And, I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you

No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made

Slippin' and fallin' and crawlin' away

I'm one to talk, but there's nothin' to say

My yesterday was the same as today

Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out

Tripin', tryin' to find a way out

Life is so clearly played out

Blood in my veins, clip in the K

Once I get bangin', I leave 'em decay

Truly I feel like my mental is chained

Somewhere along the road that I made

Diggin' my grave, makin' my bed

Run over my body and lay in my head

SESH