Pool (feat. Elmiene)

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah)

Would the weight of my love give me some of your

Touch? (It's all we got is our word, right?)

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah)

Would you love me? (Would you still love me?)

'Cause that's all I can give

Woke up, not sure if I slept, I ain't feelin' well

Mind racin', I'm sippin' on a ZzzQuil

Manager crackin' down the whip 'cause we need sales

Every day is like climbin' mountains, feelin' like it's hell

TC, I ain't right and my girl could tell

Should I see somebody and receive help?

Started feelin' out of body and I'm lookin' frail

Went vegan, tryna get in clothes that they didn't sell

Tornado, my whole life is spiralin'

Started smokin' to be social with anxiety

Mad Men tour was the name of the irony

Went hard, tryna transcend to the higher me

Had it all, but it wasn't satisfyin' me

Always felt I could go harder is what I believe

Hope women numb the pain that will always surface

Tired of runnin', so I had to stop to find purpose

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust

Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch?

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust (Yeah)

Would you love me? ('Cause that's all I can give)

Took a whole lifetime to write some shit like this

But I figure I'll just give it to y'all

At ten, I was drowned in touch when I was in the pool

All the breath left my body where I couldn't move

Violated, hand on my private by a bigger dude

Seconds felt like forever, really wasn't cool

When he see me 'round the block, he'd smile and laugh

As if we had a little secret and I hated that

Thinkin' 'bout what he did really made me mad

Even thought about murder, wanted to kill his ass

Told nobody except my cousin

One time, he made a joke, but he ain't know nothin'

I asked God, "Why me? Let me know somethin'"

I like girls, fuck, he thought that nigga on somethin'?

As a kid, all this guilt laid up inside of me

Couple niggas called us gay 'cause we was designin' things

I was triggered and that shit really bothered me

Toxic masculinity was buildin' up inside of me

So I had to have women in variety

This the chip that took me out of poverty

I was runnin' from the people and the pain (Pain)

Tryna bury guilt with the fame (Fame)

Everybody here when it's sunny (When it's sunny)

Tell me, who gon' love me through the rain? (Who gon' love me?)

When it's game, who shall remain?

I just hope you never change

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust

Would the weight of my love give me some of your touch?

If I gave you my heart and my word and my trust

Would you love me?

'Cause that's all I can give

When you give up all your love to me

Then I'm gonna make you see

That you're worthy (That you're worthy)

That you're worthy (That you're worthy)

When you give up all your love to me (Oh)

Then I'm gonna make you see (Yeah, yeah)

That you're worthy

That you're worthy (Oh, that's all I can give)

When you give up all your love to me

Then I'm gonna make you see (I'm gonna make you see)

That you're worthy

That you're worthy (You're, you're, you're)

When you give up all your love to me

Then I'm gonna make you see (I'm gonna make you see)

That you're worthy (You're worthy)

That you're worthy (You're worthy)

When you give up all your love to me

Then I'm gonna make you see

That you're worthy

That you're worthy, yeah