Self Deprecation

There is a plague growing inside of me

Eating away at my motivation

Taking my days one by one

Self-depreciation

Oh, I don't know how much time I have left

If these thoughts keep consuming my head

You're not good enough, why are you trying?

And you constantly feel like dying

You're always falling, never flying

So why are you still trying?

It's a war I've fought before

Maybe this time I'll win

And a new light will shine on me

A new life will begin

But I don't know how much time I have left

If these thoughts keep consuming my head[Chorus]

You're not good enough, why are you trying?

And you constantly feel like dying

You're always falling, never flying

So why are you still trying?

Here I am again

Will my mind ever come to amends?