I Got S%!t

My lips are shaking, my nails are bit off

Been a month since I heard myself talk

All the advantage this life's got on me

Picture a cup in the middle of a sea

And I fight back in my mind

Never lets me be right

I got memories, I got shit

So much it don't show

Oh, I walked the line

When you held me in that night

I walked the line

When you held my hand that night

An empty shell seems so easy to crack

Got all these questions, don't know who I could even ask

So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream

Where I'm not ugly and you're looking at me

And I'll stay in bed

Oh, blue eyes, I've seen them

If just once I could feel loved

Oh, stare back at me, yeah

But I walked the line

When you held me in that night

Oh, I walked the line

When you held my hand that night

Oh, I walked the line

When you held me close that night

I paid the price

Never held you in real life

My lips are shaking