Yak Thoughts

Psssh

This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man

It's like really real shit right now

Uh

Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin'

Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless

Too much distractions, I'm losin' my focus

Too much pain, could barely notice the beauty in things

Too much mental commotion, man

I'm tryna to get back to the way I was

I'm tired of escapin', I'm tired of the drugs

I be havin' these relations but hidin' my love (Damn)

And instead of chasin', I'm like, "That bitch is a dub"

Uh, feelin' the need to keep my heart on freeze

Suffocatin' my feelings, instead of letting 'em breathe

Knowin' I'm hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze

'Cause my heart is too hеavy to wear that shit on my sleeve

I stand tall, but I sit on that throne likе a Queen

Prayin' is the only time I ever get on my knees

These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hmm)

You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr)

Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn)

Observin' niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead

Try and get these evil thoughts out of my fucking head

It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit

Damn

I can't even sleep without it, man

That's a different type of paranoia, man

You don't understand that pain, man

That fame, man, that fame, man, listen

We still on timin', you feel me?

Ayy, uh

Told my fans to pray for me because I'm losin' it (Pray for me)

Ain't just drinkin' the Henny now, I'm abusin' it (Damn)

I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn)

In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it

The relationship with my mother ain't been good lately (Mama)

That's probably why I'm always fightin' with my old lady (Yo, mama)

And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me

If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts)

Mentally been on my own lately (Huh)

Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh)

I kinda been out of my zone lately

No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn)

Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately

All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts)

This new election, I don't know with it (Mm)

I'm kind of skeptical

But this America, you gotta, hmm

Shut up and go with it

The government, ain't no controllin' it, huh?

Ain't no controlling that, man

Huh, you just gotta live through it, man

It's life

You know what I mean?

It's where we live, man

Uh, circle gettin' smaller, money gettin' taller

Fuck who you are, I'm judgin' you by your aura

No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (facts)

I built my brand from the floor up (facts)

Came from the bottom, made some hundreds

Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hmm)

Went from wearin' white tees, to cashin' out on designers

But still rock white tees, still humble, I promise (Mm-hmm)

But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq

Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh)

If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talkin' (Huh)

I had a heart, then I lost it, I've been hurt too often (Damn)

Playing defense with my heart, no more playing offense (Nope)

God first, I can't let the Devil get to me

I will never change if I keep drinkin' this Hennessy

But I will never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me

And bro I know you're gone

But I still need you to live for me (I need you)

It's the realest shit I ever wrote

If I don't say it in my music, you will never know (Never know)

Like this hunnid racks I'm holdin', I will never fold (Never)

Goin' back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never)

I'll never go

I never lose

Told her I never lose

Told her I never lose

Told her I never lose

I never lose