Real Life Fantasy

Real life, real life fantasy

Fantasy, real life, real life fantasy

I'm a rock star, Rick James, Mick Jagger

Bright lights, big stages, bad habits

Get high, go to prison and evade taxes

This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping

Fuck the mansions, the Phantoms, the suites, the cabanas

Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters

All I see is pieces of me scattered

Is it a miracle or is it madness?

Because when I puts it all together

It reflects this and this is me

About as close as you gonna get to insanity

Or genius, my real life fantasy

Is this my life or am I dreaming?

I can't lie, I don't believe it

I, I don't believe it

I, I is this my life

The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories

I never thought Gotti would leave the game like D R E

Never thought 'Shanti would ever stop reppin' the team

And how the, the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?

If this was '03 I would have told you

You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be

I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie

I thought we were tighter then the Marleys family

But I guess you can't be in an industry

That breeds nothing but envy

Jealousy, please nobody be friend me

In my real life fantasy

Is this my life or am I dreaming?

I can't lie I don't believe it

I, I don't believe it

I, I is this my life

I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare

How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on

(Real life)

Fantasy, fantasy, fantasy, fantasy

I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone

I'm on this money, these bitches, the upper echelon

I'm on one, reality's on one

It's a thin line, here's to Christian

Is this my life or am I dreaming?

I can't lie I don't believe it

I, I don't believe it

I, I is this my life

Is this my life or am I dreaming?

I can't lie I don't believe it

I, I don't believe it

I, I is this my life