Pray For Forgiveness

Beautiful garden where have you gone

My self-delusions are leaving me in the storm

Taking for granted all the goodness that I've found

Somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down

And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers

Cuz it's hard for me to pretend

Look to my mother, call to the captain

Can't you see this state that I'm in

And no one would know this, nobody noticed

Cuz it's me where it begins

Beautiful morning please don't wake me from my sleep

Cuz I need some comfort to regain my sanity

And I don't wanna feel this crazy, I don't wanna feel discarded

Shattered into million pieces

I'm so brokenhearted

Nowhere left to run

Nowhere left to go

So I hope

And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers

Cuz it's hard for me to pretend

Look to my mother, call to the captain

Can't you see this state that I'm in

And no one would know this, nobody noticed

That it's me where it begins

And I pray for forgiveness within

I swear that everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me

I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made

This time I don't have the strength to gather myself

And I'm falling to pieces

And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers

Cuz it's hard for me to pretend

Look to my mother, call to the captain

Can't you see this state that I'm in

I pray for forgiveness, looking for justice

Searching for answers, call to my mother

Pray for forgiveness, breaking the silence

And nobody knows this, nobody noticed

That it's me where it begins