i lied, i'm not okay

Footsteps from a one man choir

Starting over again

No stairs when I reach for messiah

Fears callous the skin

Keep losing pieces of my defense

It's useless, ain't no picket fence

Road rage, man I'm running on fire

Should be making amends

My spirit is a little bit tired

It's a 2 out of 10

Keep bruising pain that never ends

It's foolish

To act like it's all perfect is a pointless medicine

Sunlight from my window, but I'm scared to let it in

I know

Darkness calls my name

I lied

No I'm not okay

I lied

I lied

Thirty years been a long way to nowhere

Til I finally choke

If I dance with the devil in the same prayer

Am I the butt of the joke?

Excuses help me pass the time

It's foolish, it's foolish just to

To act like it's all perfect is a pointless medicine

Sunlight from my window, but I'm scared to let it in

I know

Darkness calls my name

I lied

No I'm not okay

I lied

I lied, I lied

I lied, I lied

I'm not okay

I lied, I lied

I lied, I lied

I'm not okay

I lied, I lied

I lied, I lied

I'm not okay

I lied, I lied

I lied, I lied

To act like it's all perfect is a pointless medicine

Sunlight from my window, but I'm scared to let it in

I know

Darkness calls my name

I lied

No I'm not okay