Weight On My Shoulders

This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober

One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us

Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier

Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?

A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh

He tryna bust a brain and go nuts

Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder

Now you gotta get some money with me, 'cause I'm tired of givin' it out

Play with me, I up this semi and divide a nigga scalp

Bro died, my crib started feelin' empty, it got silent in the house

The main shit be fuckin' with me, be some I'm tryna forget about

You either throw or catch a shell, had it rough, but L-O-L

All we know is death or jail, stick to the code, don't ever tell

Look where we was left, this shit was set up for us to fail

You can't look scared of death, I ain't thinkin' 'bout heaven or a hell

This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober

One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us

Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier

Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?

A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh

He tryna bust a brain and go nuts

Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder

I'm tryna focus on my strength, how you ballin' from the bench?

They all sacrificed they morals, 'cause of somethin' they resent

Death be the reason these hos'll fuck me, when they know I got a bitch

Or 'cause they notice that I'm richer, 'cause they notice I'm the shit

His trigger finger make him wanna spin, like bro you know I got a itch

From blood drops, this shit can't end, like bro you know we gotta blitz

When I speak my truth, it don't depend, 'cause I ain't sugarcoatin' it

That's my broski, that's my twin, he always gon' know what I meant

Managin' my copin' mechanism from survival instincts

He was told he better get 'em, think he a killer in the game

But he don't know he just a victim, it's like that growth will never hit him

His life flashed before he died, feel like his bros were never wit' him

Fake love been killin' me with kindness, I'm like, "Bitch I'd rather die"

Fuck that ego, never mind it, these days I'd rather cry

This shit about divine timin', knowin' that I'd rather try

Crazy they couldn't hear me, 'cause they blinded, couldn't do nothin' else but sigh

This weight on my shoulders, I hated bein' sober

One day they all showed up, used to play like they ain't know us

Smoke all my pain for some closure, to the grave I'm a soldier

Them thangs shot his soul up, that's gang up culture

I'm still the same, so what?

A lotta shit ain't never changed when I got older, uh

He tryna bust a brain and go nuts

Traumatized by that dead body odor, we all got colder