In My Darkest Hour - Live At The Cow Palace/San Francisco/1992

In my hour of need

Heh, no, you're not there

And though I reached out for you

Wouldn't lend a hand

Through the darkest hour

Your grace did not shine on me

Feels so cold, very cold

No one cares for me

Did you ever think I'd get lonely?

Did you ever think that I needed love?

Did you ever think to stop thinking

You're the only one that I'm thinking of?

You'll never know how hard I tried

To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better

When I'm dead and gone

Don't try to understand

Knowing you I'm probably wrong

But, oh, how I lived my life for you

Still you'd turn away

Now, as I die for you

My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name

All these years I thought I was wrong

Now I know it was you

Raise your head, raise your face

Your eyes, tell me who you think you are

I walk

I walk alone into the promised land

There's a better place for me

But it's far, far away

Everlasting life for me

In a perfect world

But I gotta die first

Please, God, send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time

Loneliness is not only felt by fools

Alone, I call to ease the pain

Yearning to be held by you

Alone, so alone, I'm lost consumed by the pain

The pain, the pain, the pain

Won't you hold me again?

You just laughed... ha, ha, you bitch!

My whole life is work built on the past

But the time has come when all things shall pass

This good thing passed away