What Now - Reflex Extended

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days

I'm stronger now, or so I say

But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels

Like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is

It's just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

And I just wanna scream

What now?

I just can't figure it out

What now?

I guess I'll just wait it out

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love

But I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels

Like, it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is

It's just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

And I just wanna scream

What now?

I just can't figure it out

What now?

I guess I'll just wait it out